A greeting card for you
Friday, December 24, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Good Vibrator House Hold Item
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Meralgia Parathetisis
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Strona Sp W Jejkowicach
Happy Birthday!
On December 19, 1915 was born one that can be considered the greatest singer of French music: Edith Piaf. Here is a little montage from some of his songs with images of the film, by telling his life has earned an Oscar for his protagonist, Marion Cotillard.
On December 19, 1915 was born one that can be considered the greatest singer of French music: Edith Piaf. Here is a little montage from some of his songs with images of the film, by telling his life has earned an Oscar for his protagonist, Marion Cotillard.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Scabbies Vs Razor Burn
The choice of a life
Yesterday I received a call quite unexpected. For some, it might seem trivial, but in my case it was quite upsetting.
was my fertility clinic called to tell me that they were ready to transfer me to redo one of my frozen embryos. You see, last August, when we knew my 2 e transfer had not worked, we said at the clinic closed our file for at least 1 year because we needed a bit of thought to all this. It is at this moment that we decided to turn to adoption for our family.
Surely you can imagine, but the decision to adopt a child is not done lightly.
must first make a mourning ... mourning one day carry a child to give life. C 'is a decision we have to do with his head but also with his heart.
To be at peace with this choice, we had to go through several processes. We asked several questions and my side, I came to this conclusion;
Is what I really wanted to feel the life inside of me, or does living this wait exceptional child also would satisfy me.
Is what I really wanted to feel the life inside of me, or does living this wait exceptional child also would satisfy me.
Is that for me, gave life was more important than receiving it as a gift?
Is what I really wanted to have a child with our features and our blood. Or if to see that child become ours and to feel that bond of unconditional love to build gradually going to fill me.
Basically, the real question was: Do I really want to go through a pregnancy? Or have a child? We quickly realized we wanted a child, no matter how it was going to enter our lives.
The choice is actually quite naturally much on my side than Paul. We would therefore have a child, our child. But we were going to have an unconventional way. And believe me, we're more than comfortable with this decision.
We therefore mourning for a biological child. And that have embraced our adopted child.
Since that time, I feel absolutely no desire to carry a baby in my belly, because I carry it in my heart.
I already love this child. Even if I do not know who he is or how old he a. Maybe it's in the womb of another woman now, maybe it's in a little bed to wait patiently or perhaps he is not even designed ! But I know it's there somewhere and he is already with us, somehow. I have total confidence ... I think that's what we call .... unconditional love.
So you understand that yesterday, when the phone rang and this person suggested I put a baby in my belly, it has stirred a lot of things inside of me. But I also knew I was taking the right decision when I told him he could donate my 7 beautiful embryos ... .. I hope with all my heart everything in my power to make another happy family. Because in a sense, too, I give up for adoption;)
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